So Deviant.... Welp I had no earthly, or unearthly idea where I was going to go with that but I guess I will continue with just a few random things.
As you probably don't know, I am a college/university student now, as of spring semester. My time for communicating or arting as gone to a terrible level of none. I have been busy with work and schoolwork so time is booked. Hell you don't really even have to read this, in fact you will probably get bored with this. What I think I am trying to do is make up some excuses for not making time for art, and instead of spending the time to do so, I write to you. I have kind of reached a standstill in my life, social life has nearly vanished, and I lack any real/tangible goals. Motivation seems to be at an all time low. It's not like I don't have the tools to work on my art, I have an art tablet, anime studio pro 9, paint tool sai, pens/pencils, and numerous sketchpads/canvases to do arts with, hell I can even write out some art, but I haven't, and the desire or inspiration has seemed to be lacking. Part of me feels empty and soless, while another part works like a well cogged machine, with a fresh oil change. Maybe I need a muse, hell even a roleplay, so if there are like any recommendations, or private offers that you can think on for that I would make time to try the role play.
I think most of all I feel lonely, and would love for company, and an excuse to make more time for something other than work or school. Pause.... Dog is barking, BRB.
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Guess it was nothing.. Anyways maybe the worlds/lore/book thingy I have been thinking about has driven me out of arts for the time being, but I desire to step back in, so if you want to challenge me to draw something, all I can say is I will try to the best of my abilities, I will try to work on as much as I can, but I can not promise that I will work on all of them, I will work on them if I receive any, and maybe it will be the spark that brings me back, and helps me improve.
So I will leave it her, thank you if you have made it this far than you might actually care, or have a lot of free time.